不是信命也不是心魔，從多年前開始，每到夏天，特別是七月同八月，都會有很多不如意的事突如其來。雖然，這對我，已算習慣了。但最近，尤其是昨日深夜，徹夜難眠，心沉澱澱的輾轉反側，叫午夜夢迥吧。
人，總有弱下來的那一個時候。有好多好多事情想。過去的人和事，現在的煩惱。。。。雖說人生如此，但有時，可否不要那麼折磨。好不！？
安慰、樂觀，我是箇中大行家，只是，偶爾，亦會有片刻金屬疲勞。
人生與命運 原是一天百變
成敗有如一個轉面 莫記當年
就算甘願平淡過一生
或者遲早心中有悔
有日我欲語無言 那現實何嘗改變
難拋棄夢幻 無奈講聲再見
明白到埋首怕見現實 未免可憐
讓我今後面對名共利
或者遲早心灰意冷
有日我若再回頭 笑望著人寰轉變
有日我欲語無言 那現實何嘗改變，現在，是有日我若再回頭 笑望著人寰轉變，您我身邊的一切轉了多少？後者總比前者好。人生根本就係一場黑色喜劇，一場玩笑。
曾寫下：
「是清醒好，還是醉著較棒？
你以為醉了嗎？原來你仍還很理性。
以為自己依然清醒嘛？你卻醉了仍未自知。
昨日還是並肩的朋友，今天已是陌路的人。
昔日的纏綿無盡，現在剩下一片痴心廢墟。
都是那麼突然，這麼靠近。
你一直走著的康莊大道，走到完結那一刻還不知是在絢爛華麗的迷宮內。句號之前已知？那卻亦是安排。
你以為自己已能掌握一切？命運在詭譎的笑。以為至少能掌握至少一些些？主宰在哈哈笑。原來迷離都是你我的實在。
今夜，絲絲凄風吹送，星星零星散佈，怎麼都是那麼悲涼？忽覺，明月在冷照一世一剎滾滾紅塵。」
如今我在安慰自己：「所以，不要那麼認真，看開點吧。」
變色龍試聽
17 comments:
巔巔:
人生就是這樣,
每個人到這世界之前,
就已選定他要走的路,
他今生要學的東西,
我們所能做的,
就是怎樣把這份功課做到最好,
其實, 遇到障礙也不是壞事,
起碼, 你超越了它, 會獲得很大的成就感,
你打機, 也不喜歡毫無難度的遊戲吧!
細佬, 共勉之!
姐姐愛美
Time will past, no matter good or bad.
識o左呢首歌n年, 卻仍然未夠料去讀這歌,
是因為經歷不夠罷~
Sigh...
This July seems to be a unhappy month for me too. Only 2 days passed, a very bad incident has happened. I hope everything will be fine soon for you and me. Take care. Be optimistic, I will do that too if there is no real action can be perform.
Best wishes
Seasonality does exist! As discussed, here is a note for your information.
Mental health status has been considered as one of the most imperative factors driving a person to have a self-destructive behaviour. Brewerton (1989) pointed out the existence of seasonality in serotonin functionality in human being, which regulates mood and impulse control in our brain and its activity in brain, is sensitive to the change of climate. The association between serotonin functionality or mood disorder and suicide ideation/behavior play a role in explaining the seasonality on suicides or suicide attempts (Malone & Mann, 1998; Atmaca et al., 2002; Maes et al., 1996; Morken et al., 2002) Spring and summer peak was noted among mania patients’ hospital admission (Myers & Davies, 1978; Parker & Walter, 1982; Carney et al., 1988; Sayer et al., 1991; Takei et al., 1992), while those with depression diagnosed tends to be admitted in spring and autumn (Eastwood & Peacocke, 1976; Silverstone et al., 1995).
In Hong Kong, a significant seasonal variation was detected in suicide attempts with a markedly bi-seasonal pattern was found amongst females with a peak in May and October; only a cyclic pattern was observed for males with a peak in summer.
Hyacinthus: very informative. thx for sharing.
Din Din: Relax and don't worry too much.
姐姐愛美,
"就已選定他要走的路,
他今生要學的東西"
..... 冇得變. 唉, 我都知. 所以要盡量開懷. ^^
Ruth 姐姐,
Tomorrow is another day. ^~
sidekick,
的確好歌一首.
"是因為經歷不夠罷~"
妳才不會呢~ :)
sunshine,
共勉啦!
風信子,
Dr. 風, 咁有心兼詳盡呀?! Dr. Yip 佢哋都要行開一邊.
Ruth 姐姐,
^^
"Dr. 風, 咁有心兼詳盡呀?! Dr. Yip 佢哋都要行開一邊."
Just a note sharing here, don't be that sensitive towards things.
風信子呀~~~~~~~~ 風信子呀~~~~~~~風信子呀~~~~~~~~ 化灰都認得妳呀~~~~~ o胡~~~
你講緊野呀?
化灰重認得我？
不如你化左灰先啦，
再睇睇認唔認得自己再講啦：ｐ
仲激鵝, wea 妳一齊死~~~~~~~
巔巔:
有得變的.
心境變了, 就會變的.
所以都要盡量開懷.
知道. ^^
唉～其實有好一陣子沒到貴地遊遊...
「有日我若再回頭,笑望著人寰轉變」
我沒有這樣的年月去笑看人生,
沒有這樣的能力灑脫自在,
只留有忘不了的年年月月。
我當得要在這裡學懂開懷......
Nice to meet you ALL...
^^ Wing, 共勉之~
倒不如一笑置之。
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